I feel bad.

Really really bad.

I’ve been neglecting this blog for more than a month and the main reason is because, I am putting stress on myself while managing this blog.

There are parts of me which convince me that I have no enough knowledge and experience to constantly update this blog with inspiring and motivating posts. Another parts of me fight and persuade me that I’m a learner and this blog is used as a study tool.

It took me a month to actually make this decision to continue my passion in running this blog. I guess, the stress which I’ve created is due to the feeling of low self confidence towards my capability - which is bad.

I looked down on myself. I guilt my capability. I doubted my hardwork.

I feel that I’m not capable yet in creating good posts which will inspire others. However, deep inside me I questioned myself, “What are the definitions of good posts? When is the right time to continue?”

And… 2 days ago, I got the answer. The answer lies on this word, ‘Genshai’.

Genshai

Hindi: Never treat anyone small. Including yourself.

P/s: A video clip will be shared in next post regarding to this word.

Thus, I’m back again and ready for a ‘rock N roll’!!! =D